Final Countdown

Yeah Yeah!!!
Tomorrow gonna be my last paper for my final test..
Kinda snake this few days..=P
No mood no mood =S
Maybe there was non stop continuous test for 3 days before..
Mental was totally exhausted after it.
Huhu..
Finally...I wait get the time to finish my paper.
Even though I didn't make did well as I expected..
But already past..*whee*
Wait till the result out only worried ba..wakaka..

instant花旗参

Grateful and thankful that I have a great commate/blockmate/coursemate and sure she is my best friend - Hui Teng who help me and support a lot during the test. 

And she is so caring for me..

Giving me a ginsing teabag so I can burn my midnight oil..

Thanks dear <3

Hope and pray that we both can get the flying colours results..

Hehe..

Is time to fight for my last paper d..

Gogogo!!!

Nightss

Many people will walk in and out of our life..
But only true friends will leave a footprints in our heart..
As a wiser,
We use our head to handle ourselves..and
We use our heart to handle others.
ANGER is just the only one letter short of DANGER..
It make me realize that if someone betray or hurt me once, it it his fault..
But if let him betray and hurt me twice,then it is my fault.
So I owe my heart an apology..
"Sorry..my dear soul"
People should learn from mistake of ourself and from others either..
and overcome the obstacles and face the fears..
I believe in myself that I can always come through with flying colours..
Value friendship, love and faith..
For those who make me sleepless in the night..
For those who scar my heart..
For those who not treat me sincerely..
I will prepared myself to hold the door open for you to walk out from my life..
And said you are not welcome anymore.

And this is me..
I love who I am..
I love my flaws..
If you don't like or hate me because I'm happy with the way I am..
Then I will tell you..Screw you man!!!!

You will never know how strong and tough I can fight back with the nightmare..
Hope tonight will not be a sleepless night and sweet dreams will come over me.
Good night =)

Thank You Camellia

YeeHaa!!! Kris Allen new album was release..

<< Thank You Camellia >>

I just found it a couple days ago..

It is an awesome,great album to me..I love it so much..^_^

He is the winner for American Idol Season 8..

His song is such a great way to utterance the feel for good days and bad days..

He give the ohm for good days and give motivations for bad days

I love " The Vision Of Love" and " Leave You Alone" most..

Coz the lyrics are truly express my feeling..  

In "Leave You Alone "  he show that sometimes walking away is the best course of action once you realize there is no way you're continued presence is going to help matters.

Song List :

- Better With You

- The Vision Of Love

- My Weakness

- Out Alive

- Monster

- Blindfolded

- Teach Me How Love Goes

- Rooftops

- Leave You Alone

- Love Me Not

- You Got A Way

Waiting

Waiting is a unpredictable future.

You will never know what will you get at last after waiting for a long time

Will you wait get the people that you wish to be??

Will you wait get the chance that you wish to get??

Will you wait get the things that you wish to own??

Nobody know..because there is so many uncertainty in our future

Maybe tomorrow will be a sunny day..or

Maybe tomorrow will be a stormy day..

Waiting is kinda hard stuffs..

Plus the one you wait get maybe is not good as you think

So why I have to wait for those uncertainty.

Past is past

It will not come back again

That is incompleted also even though it come back to you again

For the one who leave, just let them leave

Maybe we can just treat them as a stranger in our life.

Never come into our life.

If the ending is not like what I wish to see

Then I rather you never appear in my life and treat me good again.

I don't wanna  be grievances anymore.

I don't wanna scar my heart and soul anymore.

If you dont love,just stay away from me.

If you don't appreciate what i give, I just burn you down.

And forgiveness will never happen again.

Cheryl,never try so hard to fit in

It just will make you hurt.

There is no point for you to uphold anymore.

Lets all gone with the wind.

你量了吗??

每个人心中都有一把专属的尺.
有长有短，有宽有窄
我们都会用这些尺去衡量我们本身做人的标准
也拿来衡量身边每一个人的标准
可是往往我们人呢会忽略了一点
忽略了在别人身上的那把尺
然后把我们自己的尺放在别人身上
用我们的标准去衡量一个人的对与错
其实那是别人的问题吗?? 还是我们在乎太多了?? 顾虑太多了呢??
有时候我很同意这句话
“说者无心，听者有意”
就因为我们人呀..
会对于某些特定的东西比较敏感或有多余的猜测
而导致人与人之间的摩擦越来越多
我也不例外..
可是我也不喜欢说话的时候要左想右想才可以讲
很辛苦勒@.@
归根到底，还是因为那把尺..
常听人说..做人要有度量..
我想应该是要我们把心中这把尺的度放大一些些
不要太过苛刻..
放松别人也等于放松自己..
何乐而不为呢??

所以..我也要开始学习
学习如何不用自己的尺去衡量别人..
放松下自己吧 ^^

Fighter

A little bit entertainment for mii

Already 12am++..
Still fighting with all those books..notes..
( not forget to blogging a while..hehe =P )
Try my best to remember all those facts..
Try to understand all those formulas..calculations @.@
I think not only me become a fighter with the books now..
But all my uni's friends
I'm always aspect myself can achieved better
But it's always enough for me to compare with myself rather than others.
~ Acha~ Acha~

Hamster

It's name called Kings..My friend's new pet.

Huhu..he is very cute. Make me feel like wanna sayaang him soooo much. =)

* Itchy Itchy heart *

I did own a hamster once. My brother's friend gave it to us.

If not mistaken, the hamster already 2 years old when we start to take care it. 

Consider a bit old.

 Kings make me remember my hamster.

I just take care of it for around half and a year. Then he already leave me. T_T

I still remember the time that I spent with it. 

It is very smart and active. And cute especially when eating or sleeping.

Pets are really a nice friends for us. 

Never betray..Never hurt us..

And can always be our good listener.

I miss my hamster.

Fool

Please don't treat me like a fool. I'm not stupid. 

Maybe you thought I can't feel anything or realize something happened behind. 

That's not true.I know it...

 I just keep it in my heart and never speak out only.

Middle Year

June, for many of us, marks the half-year point where we feel it's time to give ourselves a little break,
and take a short vacation.
I hope i can hace a vacation too..Buttttt.....
To me, June will gonna be a busy month for me.
Coz there will be a final exam for my 3rd year 2nd semester soon..
And most important is i will have my internship in the end of  June.
Huhu.. Sometimes I will think..
 "hmm...how is my internship will be?? What kind of issues I will be face soon??
many and many... o.0 "
<< nervous >>
Have to prepare my mentally and physically in well and ready condition.

Recall back what had happen during past 5 months..
Got peaks got valleys..
Got ups got downs..
Got smile got tears..
It's really a hard time of me to go through.
Almost driving me crazy.. =S
Am I'm going to be stronger and stronger??
Tougher and tougher??
What will gonna happen during another half-year??
The things I wish will be coming true??
A lot a lot of uncertainty and  unexpectable in my future..
Can I control all the things well??
Lolz..nobody know.
It's time to reorganize my thought and all the works..
To complete all the task that I wish to achieve..
Here I wish all of us can have a fabulous time for the coming months..

P/s :I don't believe in faith..I hope I can hold my faith in my hand..

雨天

今天终于下雨了。。
一大早起来，天色阴暗的。
尽管撑着伞，可是雨滴还是打湿了我们。
凉风迎面而来，好舒服。。
坐在朋友的车里。。
看着外面的雨滴。。一滴两滴。。
雨声滴滴答答的。。
车镜也越来越迷蒙了
电台也播着慢歌。。“李圣杰- 最近”
<< 深呼吸>> 告诉自己不要想，要把思绪放空。。
可是听着听着这首歌，歌里的歌词仿佛在诉说我们的现况。
身同感受 =(
我多想这车程可以快点结束。。
也期望电台可以播放一些让人轻松的歌。。
好让我可以逃离这个我不愿多呆一分钟的思绪里。
拿起手机。。拍了一些雨的情景。。
纪念这一刻的心情。

30th 的早晨

回程

p/s : Anyone who thinks that sunshine is pure happiness, has never dance in the rain. Maybe learn how to dance in the rain is necessary in life. 
                                               

Devil X

Today mood not really good..
I saw one post in facebook..i found it's kinda true.
Purposely wanna share here.
<< Don't make me mad then tell me to calm down;
   That's like stabbing someone and wondering why they're bleeding >>
Kinda feel my friend's condition when saw her post it.
*Huggiesss* for her.

Ya..I totally agree with it.
*Edit from above*
<< Don't make people fall in love then tell me that you wanna avoid it;
That's like breaking someone and wondering why they're breaking and hurting >>
Once you giving people hope,and take it back unexpectedly..
Its really cruel..
Maybe you still not brave enough. Who knows...
I knew every relationship is two way and nobody can force us to love or not to..
But heart broken is the worst and invisible wound for human being.
The scar will never disappear even though already recover from it.

Maybe they never know..
Every single words and action that you do will greatly affect those who care about you..
We are not rock stone. We will break one day also..
And SORRY doesn't help much after you hurting someone.
It just show us again that you're are not willing to built the future together.
The love you said has no power to drive you and give you courage to continue.
And the important one is actually you are not afraid to lose us even though you said you love us.
Sound sarcasm,right??
What I can say.. Please don't become devil in love again.

No pain no gain.
When I turn around..and see what I've get and learn..
Maybe compare to you,it mean nothing.
But to me,it means lots.

p/s : How I'm gonna do now?? T_T

Roots Before Branches

So many things to do and say

But I can't seem to find my way

But I wanna know how

I know I'm meant for something else

But first I gotta find myself

But I don't know how

Why do I reach for the stars

When I don't have wings to carry me that far?

I gotta have Roots before branches

To know who I am

Before I know Who I wanna be

And faith to take chances

To live like I see A place in this world for me

Sometimes I don't wanna feel and forget the pain 

Is real put my head in the clouds

Oh, start to run and then I fall

Seeing I can't get it all

Without my feet On the ground

There's always a seed Before there's a rose

The more that it rains The more I will grow

Whatever comes I know how to take it

Learn to be strong I won't have to fake it

 you're understanding 
but when you come 

And do it best

There ain't nothing' to stoppin' east to west 

But I'll still be standing 

I gotta have roots before branches

沉淀

突如其来的感觉..

我想家了..或许应该这样说我想念我的避风港了..

该会到这沉淀一下自己..

沉淀一下自己的思绪..

在回家的路途上..我想了很多很多

一边看着沿途的风景，一边回想起在这短短的一个礼拜里所发生的事情。

就像回忆录.. 重播又重播..

从上个礼拜天以来..

发生在我身上的事一波接一波...

有高峰，有谷地。。

可是这对我来说却是我这个月以来最失败的一个星期。。

Failed in presentation!!

Failed in love!!

Failed in test!!

Failed in friendship!!

全都失败了=(

Presentation 遭到严厉的批评..

感情经营再次失败..

考试遇到瓶颈..

友谊出现误解..

这一切一切..可折腾得我好累..

是时候要看开点吗??  不要在乎那么多??

逆来顺受?? 微笑面对??

Cheryl Lee..

从何开始，你变得那么的失败??

把所有事情都搞砸了。

看来..

我需要给我自己多一点的空间

来沉淀自己

给自己找个新方向

从新出发!!

What Make Us Beautiful??

There is no ugly girl in this world..just have the lazy girls..
If you ask me..what make me beautiful??
Make up?? I dont like make up..prefer nature beauty.
Outstanding face?? Nope..i look kinda serious if i don't laugh..
Cheerful?? Nope..I'm not a cheerful girl..
Confidence?? I have..but not over.
Ability ?? depends on what kind of field..
Kinda-hearted?? Ya..I think so =P

Actually just be the yourself who you wanna be...
No one got right to judge on you..
Just show your most natural side..
Don't have any bad heart or purposely to framed others..
All those good attitudes will make you look pretty already ^^

Take 1..

Ladies..let make ourself beautiful not coz of others but coz of yourself  ^_^)Y

Mama,I Love You

Today is Mother's Day..
Too bad coz i cant back home to celebrate this special day with my mummy and my family.
Sorry,mummy =(
Mama..
You are really great..
Even you always nagging us,but I knew you do that coz you care about us.
I remember that big sis did said before..
" the pain during labor is 100 times if compare to the menstrual pain. So menstrual pain is not a very big deal jor after giving birth "
Whoo..mama.
I proud of you.
You have four good and successful child..
Without you, I'm not gonna has a chance to come to this world.
Thanks for giving me this opportunity.
Mama..
You are good in cooking.. ( Love your dishes most  =P)
take good care of us..
Sometimes we kids know actually you are tired already..
But you still can do all the houseworks and cook for us..
Give us a warm and comfortable home..
"Hugzzz mama"
Sometimes I know I bad also..
Didn't answer your call..talk in bad tone..make you worry. =(
But you never angry with me..mama.
You are great mom in this world.
Even though I'm not graduate yet. But I believe I can own my great future..
will not make you worry about me anymore.

Thailand trip

When visited Taiping Zoo

Mummy.. Happy Mother's Day.
I Love You...
Muacksss!!!

KIASU

人为什么会那么kiasu??
在这之前，我都没遇过像你这样kiasu的人。
完全不顾虑其他朋友的感受。
本是同根生，相煎何太急。。
就算不是请兄弟姐妹，毕竟大家都是相处了三年的同班同学。。
何必呢??
如果你自我感觉良好。。认为你自己是很有能力，很能干的人。
那你怕什么被别人抄。。
怕什么被别人比下去。。
我相信只要你有实力，别人是会看得到的咯。。
KIASU到死!!!!!!
或许我们都没有像你有那么多的资料来源。。
（你也是从网上抄来的   >< ）
可是我就不相信其他组不能比你的组做得更好。。
对我来说。。
你一点都不厉害。。
你知是个怕输，怕死，面子大过天的人而已。。
还有你很“先加 ”。。
凡事以自己的利益为先的人，终有一天会碰壁的!!!
而你，
只是时辰未到罢了。。

虽然说人要judge less, love more..
可是对这种kiasu的人。。我不吐不快!!!
不要以为我的朋友都是好欺负的!!

Good Girl

Good Girl by Carrie Underwood

Hey, good girl

With your head in the clouds

I bet you I can tell you

What you’re thinkin' about

You'll see a good boy

Gonna give you the world

But he’s gonna leave you cryin'

With your heart in the dirt

His lips are dripping honey

But he’ll sting you like a bee

So lock up all your love and

Go and throw away the key

Hey good girl

Get out while you can

I know you think you got a good man

[Hook]

Why, why you gotta be so blind?

Won’t you open up your eyes?

It’s just a matter of time 'til you find

He’s no good, girl

No good for you

You better get to getting on your goodbye shoes and go, go, go...

Better listen to me

He’s low, low, low...

Hey, good girl

You got a heart of gold

You want a white wedding

And a hand you can hold

Just like you should, girl

Like every good girl does

Want a fairytale ending, somebody to love

But he’s really good at lying

Yeah, he’ll leave you in the dust

'Cause when he says forever

Well, it don’t mean much

Hey good girl

So good for him

Better back away honey

You don’t know where he’s been

[Repeat Hook]

[Bridge]

Oh, He’s no good, girl

Why can’t you see?

He’ll take your heart and break it

Listen to me, yeah

[Hook/Outro]

Why, why you gotta be so blind?

Won’t you open up your eyes?

Just a matter of time 'til you find

He’s no good, he’s no good

Won’t you open up your eyes?

Just a matter of time 'til you find

He’s no good, girl

No good for you

You better get to getting on your goodbye shoes

p/s : Good girl..please open up your eyes..He is no good and lowww..

Is time to wake up...be sober. Remember..Never get yourself hurt again.

Melodance.Delight

Melodance Delight is one of the New Tune annual activity and was undergoes session XV already.
This life performance was giving a stage for those to unleash their talent on music.

Kinda longing for it.
It was my first time to attend this life performance even though I already enter uni almost 3 years already.
The reason for me to go is support my coursemates..
coz they got perform that night plus I'm kinda curious to know what is really going on for the show.

Mmm..little bit of disappointed.
Coz the show doesn't carry out like what I'm imagine.
Not much audience..
Haha..to me..is not really attractive after finish watching the performance.
The occasion seem like a bit "cold".. I mean the audience doesn't give much respond on it.
Not high at all..

They arrange the show to become a mini movie..
Got people acting slot, got singing slot and dance slot.
But some of the new songs that perform were kinda nice especially the English one..
Especially the melody.. just the lyrics were kinda short.
So the vocalist repeat and repeat it.

Anyway..
Congratz for the new tune crew.
Coz is not easier to organised such an big event.
Big clap for them..
Keep ganbate for the live performance..
Compose more and more nice songs for all of us. ^^

Netherlands

Netherlands normally called as Holland also..
It is a small country..
To me..Netherlands is a place which boasts rich variety of nature..the beauty of flowers field
and has it very own unique culture and plenty of linguistic differences..
I think the beauty of nature will take my breath away..

If not mistaken, there will be a Horiculture fair and flower show will be held in Holland.
And Tulips from Holland from Holland is kinda famous..Love it!!
I really wish that I can visit there..
Let myself drowning in the fragrance of the flowers field in bloom.
Inhale the sweet air..
How enjoyable and relax in that environment <3

One special symbolic for Netherlands is Windmill..
They are inseparable.There are over thousands of windmill throughout Netherlands..
Recently I bought one 3D puzzle modelling..
Is my lovely Holland windmill..
When i look at my final work..i feel very satisfied on it.=)
Cheryl Lee..you built your own windmill already!! Yeah!!! ^_^)Y
Happy that I can make it even though not really perfect.. =P

My handmade windmill ^^

Netherlands..
I will come to visit you one day d..
Gonna wait for me ya!!!

Friday Night

Wow..is been a really long time i never update my blog.
Is time to catch up my "soul "
Tonight gonna be a hot, silent and lonely Friday night again.
Most of my close friend already back home.
Sometimes I don't like Friday. ><
Every single weekend,I need to plan what should I do in order I have a wonderful weekend.
Really make me " scratch head ".. 0.0"
I had no place to go unless I date get any of my friends or I back to my hometown.
But the problem is not everytime can date get friends to hang out.
Soooo...
My lappy and my song list were play important role during my weekend.
Thank God coz i have those stuffs to teman I.. my best and loyalty "friends" forever... Muacks <3

Actually I already spend uncountable weekend in my uni's college.
People will think.." Hmm..maybe I'm already used to it.."
The fact is nope.. lolzz
Sometimes I will think alone also not bad what..nobody will disturb me.
But sometimes I will dislike this feeling.
When no ones around, the environment around was silent..
Is kinda feel lonely d. =(
Contradiction huh??

Maybe I should learn not to over rely and lean on my friends.
Coz this will make me not used to it when they are not around.
"Stronger" is the song which accompany me during this long Friday night.
While blogging while stronger-ing...
"..What doesn't kill you make you stronger..stand a little taller..
..doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone.."
Finding fun by myself la..^^
Positive energy +++ come come come!!!